Self Indulgence
By Jen

Sometimes I'll just be sitting there and start to imagine you nibbling my neck,
running your hands over my shoulders and down my arms, lightly cupping my
breasts, tugging at my nipples. Sometimes it's so real I can feel the
goosebumps on my neck and my nipples get hard. There are other times I will
think of the two of us making love and it will stimulate me so much I have to
come right then. 
I go into the bedroom, undress myself slowly, piece by piece as if you were
standing there watching me. My nipples harden when the rush of air hits them. I
suck my forefinger and thumb into my mouth on each hand and simultaneously rub
my moist fingers over my nipples. My hands slowly open fully, covering each
breast, move up my chest over my neck, through my hair. My hands move to cup my
breasts and knead each one generously, tugging at my nipples. I raise my
nipples to my mouth and tongue each one. I love the feeling of my nipples
against my tongue, they are so soft. Since the baby they have darkened to a
light brown. 
My fingernails lead a trail down my stomach; I trace the area just above my
pubic line. I can feel my pussy begin to pulse with anticipation and it's juice
beginning to flow onto my inner thighs. I lay down on the bed, making myself
comfortable. I draw my knees up and let them fall open. My hands massage my
thighs, bringing my fingertips as close to my pussy without touching it,
teasing myself. My fingernails find their way back to my pubic hair playing
with it, playfully tugging at it. As I tug at it, my fingers get closer and
closer to my clit. I can feel the warmth being generated by my soft touch. 
My forefinger slides over my rapidly swelling clit, and between my most
delicate lips. Feeling how wet I've gotten over thinking about how well your
cock would fit inside me. What your lips would feel like against my skin. I
raise my fingers to my lips, tasting my sweetness. I suck my finger into my
mouth as if it were your cock. I release my finger and it finds my clit once
again. I slowly circle it, then with my middle and ring fingers; I begin to rub
it gently. In circles, softly, then harder...slow...then fast. My hips begin to
move in unison with my hand. I can feel my climax building from deep within
me.... I want to come, but slow down to make it last a bit longer. My finger
slides deep inside me. I can feel my walls grasping my finger, how hot they
are. How wet inside it is. I taste it once again. My nectar is so sweet and
warm. 
My walls are throbbing faster.... My muscles are contracting...my fingers
continue to massage my most pleasurable spot, my hips gyrating faster. My free
hand finds my left breast and squeezes hard; I'm cumming at last. My whole body
shudders and I slip a finger down between my lips to feel my warm release that
has began to escape. I love how it feels. My finger accidentally slides over my
clit, giving me one last shudder. 
I lay there spent, my eyes close and I drift off to sleep. Imagining I'm
snuggled in your arms after we have made sweet love.